Soul to Soul

Isn't strange?!
When need to talk most
You find your silence
When you needed to spill the worlds
You find it only inside
It doesn't want to go out

So Upset from last week
I forgot my birthday and Ramadan present just as i was paying the money to the cashier girl Metro Market in Haram.
I just put it down and forgot it due to crowd and also i bought lots of things that day
First there was no one to put the things for us
second Metro's bags are very weak and bad"always refuse to open you've to struggle with it and can't put many things in the bag as it can't handle"
Third i lost it 1st of Ramadan at 5:30 PM when i went to ask for it the supervisor was very rude saying what present bag we don't have any thing and left!
Couldn't believe his rudeness
and couldn't believe that some can steel something 1st day of Ramadan and just before eftar!
after that i really decide that unless i can't get my simplest rights and the good treatment i won't buy any thing again from Metro and i send them a complain
At least you could offer a place for bags like Metro in Teriomf for example!
And above all people who treat with customers in a good way!
And goodbye to the family market that we spend lots in it!

So so long my dear old space
Here I'm after long tiering day
thinking of him
Waiting for a miracle
may be z little good fairy
will come to me also through z window
just above my bed
and tell me all his news
How he is doing?
Is it snowing also where he is?
Is he setting in bed now looking through window
and thinking of me?

Dreaming..
May be in my dreams i could do it!
Could i have a bigger miracle that turned me to little fairy
just like dear Tinkerbel
ohh wish if i could

Will go with him everywhere he goes
Will fly over him and make sure he is safe
Will always be close to him and enjoy his company
And
Will rest upon his shoulder whenever i feel tired of flying

Will make him laugh if i saw him sad
Will encourage him as he always do with me
Will whisper i love him and I'll always be here even in his dreams
as he is trying to sleep

Will capture the love he always give me in his look
And flowers' smells he always brings when he said good morning to me

Still there is snow somewhere
Are you also still here somewhere dear Santa?
Can i still make a wish?

This year i write you long mail
telling you lots of news
but still didn't send it
Did't show you my engagement photos

Would you take me where he is
or
Bring him safely to me

Can you give me a ride overseas?
I know u'll never stood a true heart up

Never thought it will be so difficult like that
Whole 5 weeks far away
Another country and sea that seperate us

2 Passes like years
Still 3 left
And i'm starting already taking to myself
Sometime before i sleep
i remember many things
And i feel as i if i'm seeing him close to me
Just need to raise my hand beside and i'll touch the dear face
and i do it
but i'm dreaming! it's nothing but air!

Wish if we could bring beloved people to us
just by missing thoughts and imagining there dear faces

wish if we'll find them by doing this back again with us!

Goodnight Dear old friend and lover
I'm sure you can hear me
even when i say good morning to z nile and sun
for both of us

"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."
~Franklin D. Roosevelt.

I heard it once on radio from him
and i fall in love with it and remember a friend

She was so so down
and when i heard the episode and the quote
i remembered her awe
and wrote it here in the blog and was going to write a long letter to her

I don't know why i couldn't wrote the letter
instead it i told her i wish if you can cry hard
and i'll hold you for long
then we can draw and paint

Lets will draw many happy faces and smiles
Lets draw the world as we want it and we wished it become
Lets use all the happy colors in the world

Now in the middle of all this sudden family crises and big unsolved problems
in the middle of losing him in away above all these
and thinking badly of setting him free

i found my self remember badly these words
and that post
and keep whispering inside

Tie a Knot
Hang on
Tie a knot
Hange on

Resist
Live
Love
Smile

Help is on the way
Just tie a knot
and keep on praying and say
oh god help me