Like this angy sea,
this how i feel inside
I can't believe it!!
Why he is always doing this to me??
Makes me feel like a piece of chess
he wants to move
And all she has to do
is being in the right place
where he wants her to be!!
Dad
You are ignorning that i'm not a ten years old girl anymore
And you still don't know your own daughter
Like you never let me in and makes me know you
You still can't get it
And act like you are getting me some sweets
And of course naturally you expected me to run getting them
While being so happy
But I'm not
I'm not going to get any
And I'm far away of being happy by ur action
And my angry reaction
This is my own future
My own job and my own way
This is not sweets you can offer
You push me once
And make me choose a way and a study
i didn't love
It took a lot of me
those years took a lot of me
Till i manage to fit with it
I've paid alot through them
I'm not going to do it again
just to please you
and you have to accept this
If this mean i'm selfish
Then i'll be
4 Comments:
Last time I read what you wrote, it was very weird I staired in front of me in no where for half an hour without any words and then I realized I didn't even comment on the post and today the same happened to me, your words make me think and make me forget about the world arround me.
I like this post and i felt every word in it.
hope i didn't touch a sad area
i wish if they could understand this
i felt so sad and depressed
sometimes i think that DADs are just a copy from one model !
i saw that model everywhere
but for my good luck , my own one wasn't typical , he has some features of that model , but i fight them.
it doesn't mean you are selfish , it just means you wanna be yourself
and that's your right , whatever anyone says
it's out of discussion
bluemagnifier
thanks 4 ur words
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