like him i feel
i deeply need to recharge
and in the same time too tired
suddenly i become so low
i don't want to stand up and start
kept looking for a new job
left the old one by a personal decision
5 months ago
was so depressed getting over a heart break
and couldn't force myself any more to do something
i don't like or respect
i was about to turn to a governmental employee
all i wanted to leave all this
After i stayed at home
and start getting over things
emptiness was driving me to become nuts
in z same time grandma sudden illness
leave me with no choices
Now i got a new job waiting
and I'm away from being happy
though i was saying i need it badly
need to back to track again
but i feel i can't
Become too lazy and too scared
Meeting people talking
start studying again for the new field
start waking up early and walk in z crowded streets
all of these makes me feel tired and scared
Felt like those months were life time
a whole age changed me more and more
become a real loner
more nervous
silent
too tired to stand up
i deeply need to recharge
and in the same time too tired
suddenly i become so low
i don't want to stand up and start
kept looking for a new job
left the old one by a personal decision
5 months ago
was so depressed getting over a heart break
and couldn't force myself any more to do something
i don't like or respect
i was about to turn to a governmental employee
all i wanted to leave all this
After i stayed at home
and start getting over things
emptiness was driving me to become nuts
in z same time grandma sudden illness
leave me with no choices
Now i got a new job waiting
and I'm away from being happy
though i was saying i need it badly
need to back to track again
but i feel i can't
Become too lazy and too scared
Meeting people talking
start studying again for the new field
start waking up early and walk in z crowded streets
all of these makes me feel tired and scared
Felt like those months were life time
a whole age changed me more and more
become a real loner
more nervous
silent
too tired to stand up
8 Comments:
i understand you
i hope you can find someone
to talk with him deeply
sometimes when we feel tired
we need someone to carry us
anyway
i'll pray for you
don't give up
you can smile again
Lazyness drives to lazyness and in the end you will be spending most of your days at home in front of the TV or the PC with no life to talk about.
Go ahead and incourage yourself to begin this new job and once you started you will enjoy your daily routine bit by bit and you will be surprised how you stayed this long without working.
Look to work as an amusement and a place to meet new people and you will enjoy every minute in it, you will even enjoy the crouded streets while going to it or leaving.
zaradesht
bgad thank you
u are so sweet
hetch
used to enjoy watching people and crowded streets :)
trying to but i feel like person from ice age grapd to crowded crazy city
last interview i was too scared from people
and i hate to communicate
specially those mocking lovers in HR
talking about you
i went home hating myself
i'm trying to ya hetsh
get my books 2 days ago and trying to study and finish my papers
I second you, Zaradesht is a kind person!!
But who will do the recharging?!!
alaa
bgad her words was like a hug
about recharging
i need 2 energizers :)
mosh 3arfa liih 2wal ma2riit kalamak fakartini bi programm da3wa li al ta3ioosh,,,,
أنا كمان خايفه
Anonymous
i don't know what is that program
نبيــذ
the problem when fear makes us helpless
and hiding makes us more scared
and need more time 2 back to track
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