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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

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like him i feel
i deeply need to recharge
and in the same time too tired
suddenly i become so low
i don't want to stand up and start

kept looking for a new job
left the old one by a personal decision
5 months ago

was so depressed getting over a heart break
and couldn't force myself any more to do something
i don't like or respect
i was about to turn to a governmental employee

all i wanted to leave all this

After i stayed at home
and start getting over things
emptiness was driving me to become nuts
in z same time grandma sudden illness
leave me with no choices

Now i got a new job waiting
and I'm away from being happy
though i was saying i need it badly
need to back to track again
but i feel i can't

Become too lazy and too scared

Meeting people talking
start studying again for the new field
start waking up early and walk in z crowded streets
all of these makes me feel tired and scared

Felt like those months were life time
a whole age changed me more and more
become a real loner
more nervous

too tired to stand up

posted by Dananeer
11:43 PM


Blogger zaradesht said...

i understand you
i hope you can find someone
to talk with him deeply

sometimes when we feel tired
we need someone to carry us

i'll pray for you
don't give up
you can smile again

Wed Mar 21, 10:58:00 AM  
Blogger Hechkok said...

Lazyness drives to lazyness and in the end you will be spending most of your days at home in front of the TV or the PC with no life to talk about.
Go ahead and incourage yourself to begin this new job and once you started you will enjoy your daily routine bit by bit and you will be surprised how you stayed this long without working.
Look to work as an amusement and a place to meet new people and you will enjoy every minute in it, you will even enjoy the crouded streets while going to it or leaving.

Wed Mar 21, 11:52:00 AM  
Blogger Dananeer said...

bgad thank you
u are so sweet

used to enjoy watching people and crowded streets :)

trying to but i feel like person from ice age grapd to crowded crazy city

last interview i was too scared from people
and i hate to communicate
specially those mocking lovers in HR
talking about you
i went home hating myself

i'm trying to ya hetsh
get my books 2 days ago and trying to study and finish my papers

Wed Mar 21, 01:53:00 PM  
Blogger Aladdin said...

I second you, Zaradesht is a kind person!!

But who will do the recharging?!!

Wed Mar 21, 07:04:00 PM  
Blogger Dananeer said...

bgad her words was like a hug

about recharging
i need 2 energizers :)

Sat Mar 24, 01:56:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

mosh 3arfa liih 2wal ma2riit kalamak fakartini bi programm da3wa li al ta3ioosh,,,,

Sat Mar 24, 01:33:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

أنا كمان خايفه

Mon Mar 26, 04:40:00 AM  
Blogger Dananeer said...

i don't know what is that program

the problem when fear makes us helpless
and hiding makes us more scared
and need more time 2 back to track

Thu Mar 29, 06:49:00 PM  

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