That is all i want to do these days
just sitting there
may i find rest
may be i could understand
may be running away from all these quickly following events
last night a family member passed away
death always tricks you and attack
u keep fearing something
and it happens but to another person
begin to hate celebrating days
begin to become gathering 4 an illness or death
reading blue's last post and mos3ab's
makes me more gloomy
both touches me so deep
feel like i have million things to say
and think of
but as i sat writing
i couldn't at all
why when you need a certain phone call
it doesn't came?
why when you needed most to cry hard
you only find cold tears?
why i need badly to hear a voice and cry hard
but i couldn't pick the phone and call??
i couldn't do it
وصار صوتي
إذا دوّى
بوح كتماني..
just sitting there
may i find rest
may be i could understand
may be running away from all these quickly following events
last night a family member passed away
death always tricks you and attack
u keep fearing something
and it happens but to another person
begin to hate celebrating days
begin to become gathering 4 an illness or death
reading blue's last post and mos3ab's
makes me more gloomy
both touches me so deep
feel like i have million things to say
and think of
but as i sat writing
i couldn't at all
why when you need a certain phone call
it doesn't came?
why when you needed most to cry hard
you only find cold tears?
why i need badly to hear a voice and cry hard
but i couldn't pick the phone and call??
i couldn't do it
وصار صوتي
إذا دوّى
بوح كتماني..
4 Comments:
We all need to escape for some time, we even need to stay alone and don't talk and other times we feel we need to talk but we are sure no one will understand. An old proverb use to calm me when I think of something the world never gives someone in need " Eldonia ma betedish me7tag " it is always like that in this world we are living, when you need something badly you won't see it but when you loos e intrest in it, it comes for you right away.
Cheer up good times always come after bad ones " ma da2et ella ama foregat " Have a happy day.
sorry if my post was that gloomy on you bibo..
but you know... its just exactly the every letter you wrote in here is my case as well..
think its a seasonal depression or something else..
neeeeed to change ,,, all the entire area around u make u gloomy disappointed ,,,try just for 1 week plz try to change ur routin day,,ur eat ur drink ur bed,,the time u sleep on it,,wake up early and try to walking put ahandfree on ur earn and dont listen to any thing except the music to get ride of the people anouy u ,,c new faces,, smile on every face u c even u dont want to smile,,, and of course in this week plz keep away of 2 things pc $ tv.. i know it's hard but it is just for one week ,,try to do new thing in ur time sit with the people,, make any thing in the kitchen,,visit peoble u didnt c them and u miss them ,,read every day 7azb qur2an just 7azb ,, try to make all the peoble around u feel happy when u talk with them (la3'ii al nas we mat7'oshiish fi mashaklhom),,the idea is make anew things in ur time belive me u will c the difference,,plz try change every small and tiny thing in ur life in this week,,, (in allah la yo3'ir ma bi komin 7ata yo3'irooh ma bi anfoshiim),,rabna yasla7 al a7wal isa
was too low to reply
hetch
thank you bgad
after going to alex
i back to good mood
but still scared and confused
blue
no ya blue
u always touch me deeply
Anonymous
you are right
thanks god i manage to travel 4 2 days
somehow i can't do all ur advices
let say i can't leave the house
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